who am i? and how do i portray it?
Thought of the Day
again, here i sit puzzled w/ another piece of my life...does me not understanding really always equate to me not caring? i do care, but it's a matter of actually 'getting it'...at least so that it's just not facts, but that i can actually associate to it.
so back to my question, indirectly, does that make me a cold-hearted bitch? i know i'm not...for the most part...but does it seem that way to others? as darren puts it...'no, you're not a cold-hearted bitch, you just pretend to be.' (hehe...thx darren, you're a good lil bro...just don't get too fat [from the summer] that you can't get on the plane to come back to us! =P j/ks!!!) but that's only one opinion, what about others?
there are times where i worry about the random stuff. andwhen i do get hit w/ these random thoughts, it sticks til i at least find some kind of an answer.
personally, deep down, i don't think that i'm THAT cold-hearted. i can most certainly be the biggest jerkface that one can ever be, but, for the most part, i don't fully mean it.
**if it gets to be too much, just let me know & i can try to turn it down a notch**
but, yeah, what do you think? does a lack of understanding result in a lack of caring?
how does one separate & distinguish one from the other?
again, here i sit puzzled w/ another piece of my life...does me not understanding really always equate to me not caring? i do care, but it's a matter of actually 'getting it'...at least so that it's just not facts, but that i can actually associate to it.
so back to my question, indirectly, does that make me a cold-hearted bitch? i know i'm not...for the most part...but does it seem that way to others? as darren puts it...'no, you're not a cold-hearted bitch, you just pretend to be.' (hehe...thx darren, you're a good lil bro...just don't get too fat [from the summer] that you can't get on the plane to come back to us! =P j/ks!!!) but that's only one opinion, what about others?
there are times where i worry about the random stuff. andwhen i do get hit w/ these random thoughts, it sticks til i at least find some kind of an answer.
personally, deep down, i don't think that i'm THAT cold-hearted. i can most certainly be the biggest jerkface that one can ever be, but, for the most part, i don't fully mean it.
**if it gets to be too much, just let me know & i can try to turn it down a notch**
but, yeah, what do you think? does a lack of understanding result in a lack of caring?
how does one separate & distinguish one from the other?
