so sad.

kids tend to be more perceptive than adults.

there was this kid sitting all by himself today and so i decided to go over then and keep him company while he did his craft.

while talking to him, he started talking about how some kids are so mean, and how there was this particular kid, andy, who was especially mean to him that day. so that's why he decided to sit by himself.

then, he kept on talking while crafting and said that he wished he wasn't ugly. he picked this up when he noticed that ppl kissed him on the head only and not the cheek.

it's so tragic how this 7/8-year-old could be exposed to such cruelty of the world.

got enough rage to run a fucking marathon.

well, fans, it's all over. i guess it never lasted as long as we assumed it would. now's the time for u guys to rejoice over it.

*pauses*

i just don't get how it can hurt so much, in such a short period of time.

didn't i resist it at the beginning. i like where i was. but no..eventually i lost that battle. looks like i just lost another one now.

do i regret it, no.
do i wish the end result could have been different, yes.

but that's life. u don't get all that u want. kinda like He gives and takes away scenario.

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i just don't get it, apparently all it took was just one fucking week. that's the most LAMEST reason i've ever heard. really, i'd like to know how somebody could be that shallow.

that's just cold. damn cold. and totally inconsiderate.

there's no hate, just lots of confusion and rage..and underneath, hurt.

pleasantly surprised.

there are actually some non-money sucking ppl here at UT! (no 'fense to those who actually work at UT). i'm actually surprised.

so i was studying at gerstein only to realize that i'd forgotten to put blank lined paper in my notes to use to memorize stuff on. retarded. *slaps head*

anyways, so i tried to stick it out & just write small on what little paper that i did have, but i just ended up wasting a lot of time trying to make it legible and small. so i took the hint and decided to go the the hart house store and get some.

so i'm there talking to the store lady..she's pretty nice and cheerful =) and while continuing chatting all the way to the cash register, i mention that while studying i stupidly forgot to bring blank paper. and she kindly mentions that if i'd only wanted paper, i could just get a pad of loose-leaf sheets, cuz it'll be cheaper for me cuz it costs more for the binding.

so more paper for less $$. nice.

and w/ that...my break ends...so back to studying..

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