crap

why am i such a jerk, especially when i don't mean to be? it's like an unconscious reflex. i love how i can just screw up frriendships that way. =| sucks. 'specially when it's brought to my attention. there are times when...

ignorance is bliss

as well, as a result of my careless actions, i tend to draw more 'problems' for myself. hmm..maybe i should just start to try to change my personality? if that's even possible. i don't want to, but maybe it's something that i have to do, cuz it's causing rifts inb/w some ppl and me.

this bites.