~ care's thoughts ~

Sunday, February 26, 2006

money.


how is it that money can flow out so quickly, yet trickle in so slowly?

uncool. just living is so expensive. it's SO the taxes that kill us. sooner or later, i'm sure that if they can figure out how to tax breating, they would. =|

ugh. i need to either get a better paying job or get more hours...though i can't afford anymore. they keep on almost maxing my availability already. *sigh*

mind you, when i get that much, i usually see if i can get a shift cut or so...oh the dilemma, to work more or try to spend less (although i must say, i've cut back lots on my splurge shopping =T).

i've resigned myself to just avoiding the malls and shops as much as i can..in hopes that it'll help, which it has, but it sure is tough to just keep my eyes forward & just save for the practical stuff..like school.

oh well, i suppose i sort of balance out my senseless shopping by supporting my kid (World Vision)...i hope. =T

Wednesday, February 22, 2006

afraid.


...of things not working out.
...of what might/might not happen.
...of what the future might hold.

...of the unknown period.

Tuesday, February 21, 2006

so confused.


i've got so many different thoughts in my head that i just can't seem to think straight anymore.

i could sure use one of those pensives myself (think HP).

i wish life were so much easier.

Friday, February 17, 2006


...alone in a crowd...

Wednesday, February 15, 2006

...and so another valentine's day gone...


21 of them have gone by..and i finally got the yummiest gift ever...

click here.

thx dan... *blows a kiss*